lots to say, but no time...

A usual occurance for me, not having time to say all that i'd like.
You think i'd learn to say it short n quick, but it's so tough. I'm a wordy person. I'd been working on making things vivid. for the most part though, i guess i tend to just make it confusing. =/ oh well, i guess that's the next thing to work on. =)

So, as short as I can...

It looks like i'm staying in Alaska again. Strange to say, and I don't recall making a decision, but my friend Sarah is having to find a place now due to some home stuff, and we'd talked about finding a place together before, so we're doing just that. It's crazy to think about doing, but I'm SO excited to be doing so.

Second, I'm going to be quitting my job @ the movie theatre. I don't want to, but it's not worth the money, in short. And they stopped moving me up cuz they didn't want to train and move me up, not knowing if I were moving. Their loss is all I've got to say. But I'm so glad for what I've learned there... Mostly for the friendships, the experience learned [especially in cash handling!] and just, everything overall.

At the this time, i'm also trying to right the wrongs and get myself out of the messes i've gotten myself into this last month or so. All I have to say is that being hurt like I was, can make a person do crazy things.
I still have days where I don't wanna get out of bed, looking at a picture or thinking of him makes me cry. Worst of all for some reason, is the music. Songs that writers/singers have written to touch other's hearts... yeah they're catching one pretty strong right now.
There's about 5 or 10 songs that i could make a playlist of just those songs, and i could listen to the playlist everyday, all day for at least a month and they'd still get to me. I won't sit in cars or bathrooms and bawl like the first time's they realllllly got to me, but there's just something about the lyrics that make me able to apply the song to my life at the moment.

As the title says LOTS to say, but no time. in fact, here it is about 1am, I'd planned to be in bed and sleeping, latest 10:30pm. yeah that SO didn't happen. And while i may have to wake up for work @ 5am soon, that's ok. It's been worth it. Every minute.

SO with that word, i'll end, and get a nice nap in before pulling another double duty weekend.... two days, both jobs, both days; little to no sleep, TONS of work and fun.
Oh the summer life i lead.
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